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SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU ABGKU..

ISZWAN BIN AHMAD TAN

semoge berbahagie ke ank cucu. aminnnn.. =))

haaa . tanggal 29/05/2010 , berakhir lah zaman bujang abgku . hoho . daa jadi laki org rupenye . hee. isterinye bernama zuraidah . kak zue laa aku pggil . oklaa orgnye . lawo . sporting . layan pale an. baekkkkk pnye . heheh . tp cam x sngke lak abg aku da kawen . huu. nikahnye kat mersing aritu . haa . nseb bek dgn sekali lafaz jek mse diijab kabul ann . alhamdulillah . berpadu laa dua jiwa menjadi satu . awwww . huhu . tp mmg penat gi mersing aritu . nseb baek laa mimie n pnaz sygg aku ekot . xdelaa bosan sgt . hee. thxx kwn2 . =) . haa . nti 05/06/2010 plak di sebelah lelaki . so, spe yg berasa knal2 iela tu dtg laaa ea . xpe . mknan sume bykkk . periuk2 kat blakang pon byk diesediakan tok dicuci . heheh . oklaaa . yg pnting x sabo nk cuti kayyy . amat bosan di segarr amaatt ini . haha . ok . =)

belaian jiwa =')

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tuk selamanya..


hanya takdir menentukan ia

oh belaian jiwa..



for you

=')

T_T

aku ingat aku x boleyh nanges..

tp aku nanges gakkk..

im sorry..

tiredddd.

okay . xtau nk bebel ape . tp ade yg nk dibebel kan sebenarnyeeee..

akuuuuuuuu daaaaa x herannnnnnn
akuuuuuuuu daaaaa x kesaaaahhhh
akuuuuuuuu daaaaa penattttttttt

tu jek ! tgu bukan men lame lagi . tp rupe2nye..... kuang kuang kuang..
ok fine . xkesah laa kan nk kua ngan "BFF" tu, but xyah laa an nk wat org tertungguuuu okayyyy . settle? settle laaaaahhh. settle gituuuu . bgosss ! its mean daa settle .

haha. spe yg xde kene mngene msti x phm an ape yg iela merepek mencarut nie . daa diam2 . iela da nak exam . so , xyah pikir kay iela ! mama pesannn, jangan nak meleweh sne sini . exam wat tol2 . meleweh mama? haha . tak laa . merepek jekkk . hehe . ok . mama . imy ! mwah!

meooowwww.. ='(

siammmm...

aduhhh . mama tepon iela smlm ckp siam daa mati . uwaaaaaa . sdeyy glerrr . yeklaaa ann . daa laa lme xjumpe si siam tu . pastu iela slalu buli die . now daa xde nk buli2 n nk wat maen2 lg . urm . siam mmg sakettt dr dlu coz kki dulu ade luka-luka. asik gadohh jekk . tu laa . mama ckp sblom mati tu, die asik meowww jek kat mama . merengek laaa . um . mama msti lg sdey aw . yeklaaa . mama mnjew sgt ngan siam tu . urmm . pasnie daa xdgr daaa bnyi meoooww gatal si siammm . ohhh . sdeyyyy sgttt . meoowww.. ='(

adored ♥

yeeaaaayyyy.. dak kecik nie mnang! eh eh! nie mse die kecik. hehe. comel bukann? kn kn kn? suke suke ! hoho..

to him..

luar hepy, dalam hanye tuhan saje yang tahu.

iela daa xtau nk wat pe skunk..

buntu. pening. tension. marah. ego. geram. malas. ummm..

btw, i still love you and never forget youu..

but, im tired for all this thing..

tired.. tired.. tired..

okay..

i bukanlaa girlfriend yang baik sperti yang you sangke kn..

yee i tau you seorang lelaki yang baek. kwn2 i pon ckp gitu..

i pon akui you mmg baik.. thanks you sbb syg i..

but, if i remember again what the comment between you and her..

i geramm.. bukan sekali i tengok, sblum nie pon ade.. but i diamkn jek..

pompuan yang same.. penatlaaa.. nak pendam2 nie.. hurm.. daa laa..

now i malass nak pkir ape2.. just forget.. and one more thing..

pic i ngan ex i tu, mmg xde kaitan dgn problem kite nie. ain mmg saje msokkan.

and i xde kaitan pon. and sekurang2nya pic tu diambil mse i sedang lagi dengan die n

bukan i yg msokkn sendirinya. ok?? psl tu lupakan jek..

now..

im sorry.. now, its up to you..

fullstop.. ='(

crying

sory if i hurt you..

give me time..

='(

SELAMAT HARI JADI MIMIE !

syg syg syg!
hepy bezday to you!
hepy bezday to you!
hepy bezday!
hepy bezday!
hepy bezday to mimieeeeeee ceeeeeeeettttttttt!
haha

today, bezday mmbe iela. siti umairah mohd tahir. okay. ko daa tue. mcm aku. tp bantut gak. heheh. sorry dear. aku xde bnde nk di bg kat ko. yeklaaa. kite jaoh now. jrg jmpeee. xpe. nti kite cuti, kite hang out sme2 ea ngan dak2! pastu kasi taik kat ko. ngan liea skli. heheh. nk nk nk? aku tau ko nk ann? ko standby jek. heheh. ape2 pon aku nk wish, smoge ko pjg umo n dimurahkan rezeki. may god bless you. aminnn. ily n imy okay! sweet 19 bezday gurl. ♥

i want freedommmmmm!

bebasssss..

bebassss..

bebasssss..

ape aku merepek nie nk bebas. bebas apeeee? lu pikirlaa sndiri. =_='

nie cite laen plak.

okay. iela xtau nk alek jb ker xnk. cam malas. cam nak. sbb iela cian kat mama. abg nk kawen mnggu dpn. cian mama xde orng tlong die. haa. lg satu ciannn abg iela. die lak kne ciken pox. aduhai. stu2. adek beradik sume kne. tula. mse kecik xnk kena. daa beso bru nk kene. hehe. daa nseb bdn. haaa. okay. tu jek nk bebel. motif disini ialah tidak tahu nk blek ker xnk esokk. haha. =)

i feel down. ='(

sedihhhhhh..

nak nnges pon adeeee..

confused..

i want to forget all this, but i can't..

what should i do..

babess..

i need youu..

='(

There's a hero
If you look into your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then the hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face your world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

hero by mariah carey.

♥ sangatt suke lagu ini.
suke! suke! suke! =)

chill okay.

damn! kenape laa smenjak2 nie aku cam malsh jekk an nk pkir2 psal relationship aku. aku skunk byk pkir psl mmbe2 aku n hal2 di kolej. ntah laa. maybe aku daa bosan? or maybe sbb lain? haha. ntah. okay. mmg skunk nie aku asik bz jek. yeklaa an. kje byk nk di siap an. dgn nk final lg. ok. dengan tension lg. (tp xtau tension psl ape) haha. sng cite skunk, aku xtau ape yg aku nk skunk nie! confused kot. aik. tah pape laa iela nie. byk songeh laa. tp arinie aku terase amat laa geram. gerammm. gerammm. tu jek nk ckp! dgn spe? malash nk ckp. i think single is more much better laa. okay. aku ngaku yg aku rindu nk single alek. dan aku akui aku nie bkn laa gf yg bek. btol? hahaa. sng cter. xyah pkir ape2. concentrate to one thing. studying. ahaa. um. pape pon aku ade kwn2 yg msih lg tok aku. yeah. ily all sygs2 ku. mmuaahh. iela. calm down. chill okay. smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =))))))))))))))))))

hepy bezday julia shariza!

julia shariza
sygggg. hepy bezday ker 19 tahun. ahaa. sweet 19 yeah. daa beso pon kwn aku sorng nie. walaupun x bpe nk membesar sgt laa an. ahaha. urm. diz year x pat clebrate bezday ko pon. =(. tp tp. nti holiday, kte hangout sme2 ea. ko ngan mie stndby jek aw. hahaha. peduli ape aku.aku daa kne. kowng pon msty kne skli. hahah. pape pon aku nk bgtau. AKU RINDU KO! lme gilak x jumpe. huuuu. ok. anyway, smoge ko pjg umo n dmrahkn rzeki. frendz 4 eva kay!. ily damn much laa sygs. ♥

nah! aku nyanyi kn lagu tok ko.

hepy bezday to u!
hepy bezday to u!
hepy bezday! hepy bezday!
hepy bezday to liea comel!
haha
ily okay! mmuaahhh!

x sabar nak cuti. nak alek jb!

okay. iela bosan dekat segamat nie. tp apakan daye. daa nk final. heheh. mngu dpn daa final. okay. hope iela ley wat ngan baek. wish me luck kay. yang sekarang nak diberitahu ialah saye amat bosan di segamat. iela rindu sgt2 kt kwn2 iela. urm. xpe. tgu aku alek! pastu kite hang out okay! care. okay. demam ciken pox iela daa baek. cume tu laa. parut2 nie haa. nseb bek kat muke xteruk sgt n better laa. bdn jekk. skunk ngah usaha nk ilangkan parut2 nie. ahaa. cayok2. haha. okay itu saje tok mse ini. hehe. haa. sblom terlupe, iela ade msok competition tok CLEAN & CLEAR Top Best Friends Models 2010 . sje2 jek msok bnde alah nie. suke2 nk market kn diri. hahah. walaupon x market pon sbnarnye. hehe. so, kepada spe2 yg rse berminat ngan kiteowng, heheh, vote laa kay. copy link nie, http://apps.facebook.com/cleanclearmy/gallery/detail/397/ , pastu search nme azila ahmad tan n tekan laa vote! okay! hehe. okay laa. papai u all. mushi-mushi ♥

muke lepas kene ciken pox. okay. makeup tebal. haha.

lorr.. lagi 3 minggu rupenye..

okay. sebenarnye lagi 3 minggu jek untuk sem satu di kolej iela. lor. x sedar. yelaa. lame sgt iela cuti. dan sebenarnya, keje byk lg x siap. padahal minggu nie last untuk submit sume assignment. drawing, digital graphic, visual art, storytelling. adoyyy. x msok lg english sume. mngu dpn study week. mngu lg stu exam tros. tp yg besh exam sekejap jek. okay. saye suke. pastu balek jb. bye2 segamat. lgi sebln jmpe lg. haha. daa bsan kot iela ngan segamat nie. huh. okay. balek pada assignment. bykkkk. berlambakk. haha. peninggggg. demam pon x baek lg nie. urm. okay. peduli kan sume tu. yg pnting buat selagi terdaye. cehh. poyo lakkk. come on iela. dont be a lazy girl. alright? go go girl! okay. anyway, saye tetap tension. =D

admired =D

shahir af8
okay. hanye nak ckp die sangat comel! ♥ kay. =)

sahabat seperjuangan

my sweetheart tonggek! i luv her damn much! she are my bestfriends forever and ever. ♥

kami bertige kawan baek,rapat,sebontot,sekaki n ape2 jek laa. =)

pnaz. dont worry. kiteorang still ade tok ko. ♥

saddddddddd!always love you okay.

azie pon sme.

raihana muncit!

rarai ♥

imy aiyen

dan tidak lupe juge kepada ameerul asyraf, i never forget you in my heart. thanks because you always love and patient with me even though I'm always grumpy, no mood or what do you not comfortable with me since this. hope our relationship will remain. I still love you.

♥

lastly, kepada semua kawan-kawan yang telah hadir dlm hidup iela selama ini. ramai bestie iela nie. hee. but ramai ckp, kalau xkenal iela dr mule2, mmg kate iela nie smbong! but daa knal, haaaa. okayyyyy. so, jgnlaa pkir bkn2 psl iela klu xknal iela lg. oryte? and one more thing iela nie, xsuke orang jage tepi kain orang lain. ahaa. buat hal sndiri laa babes. boleyhh kannnn? klu bab2 nk amek2 tahu hal orang pastu heboh sne sni, that is not my type okay. tp tp! klu bab nk mrepekkkk-repek, haaa. boleyhhh. iela layannnn. huuuu. daa lme x mrepek2 ngan dak2 nie. hurm. xpe. holiday nti kay! kite kasi seronok pnye cuti. btw, i really miss you, mimie. =(

return to segamat. its boring. =(

haaa. today. pg2 lg mama daa kjot dr bwh. "ilaaaaaaaaaaaaa. bgonnn. kul 10 akak dtg. nk blek segamat!". fuhhh. iela dengan berat mate pon bgon. mlasnyerrrrr. yelaaa. daa seminggu cuti annnn. daa cam malash lak. tp x bley. nk kne gi kolej. daa nk final. haa. kje pon berlambak x siap lg nie. adoyyy. peninggg. tp iela x bek lg nie. maybe mc dlm 2 or 3 ari lg. ahaa. bru ley nek. tidakkkkkk. muke penuh dengan bintik2. cmnerr haa. tp xde laa terok sgt.still ley cover dengan foundation. hahah. balik kepada nk gerak alek segamat. ok. saye lom mndy lg. skunk jam mnunjukkan pukul 09.50 pg. jap lg mama bebel. ahaa. hai segamat. im comeeeee! yahooo!(wat2 suke) tp i still mish some one at there. spe? ahaaa. adelaaa. spe lg. patrick ngan bobop laaa. hahaha. sian diowng tdo daa lme x kene pelok ngan ielaaa. ok. chow. wish me luck in final nti kay guys! ♥

selamat hari ibu!!

my mama. MENTIAH BINTI TOBARI. i love you more, more n moreeeeeeeeeeeeee!

HAPPY MOTHER DAY! okay. ari ibu. ari memperingati jase2 ibu yg ade di diseluruh dunie. ahaa. iela pon x ketinggalan nk wish kat mama. ahaa. cam taun lpas iela wat kad sendiri tok mama. tibe2 terase nk wat. kad tu iela tmpal gmbo mama ngah dukung iela mse kcik. hehe. iela pnye laa cri, cri n cri. jmpe gak gmbo yg sweet tu. tp taun nie iela x wat pape pon n xde bnde nk dibg kat mama. sorry mama. but, tdy mama daa dpt upah an. iela urut2 mama. walaupon mama ckp camnie "ila, mama x rase pape pon, lenguh lg nie" haha. but pape pon, thanks mom, because take care of me dr iela bby, kids n until now, i was be a teenagers n already 19 years old. i promise to be a good son for you n ayah. tp statement "ank yang degil" tu ade lg kot. yuhuu. =) anyway, you my only super duper mama! ily!

bru wat blog. =)

iela sayang orang yang sayang iela ♥

hehey! okay. saye iela. ceh. poyo lak nk introduce kn diri cam tu. huu. AZILA BINTI AHMAD TAN (seperti nme dlm ic ok). itulah nme penuh iela. pndek bukan? my parents mmg ske bg nme pndek2 kat ank2 die. haa. so, klu nme daa pndek, nick name lg pndek. btol? ahaa. you all bley pnggil ila only. azila pon bley gak. tp cam formal sgt laa. x syok. hee. okay. iela bru jek wat blog nie. yelaa. tgk kwn2 pnye blog an. diowng bebel, mrepek tah pape kat diowng pnye blog cam besh jek. saje. suke2. just for fun. so, i decided to have my own blog. ahaa. klu rse rjen, ade nk mrepek ker, iela taip laa. klu rse cam mlash, bz ker, mmg x laa ann nk taip. hee. itulah iela. okay. n bermule lah coretan, luahan, borak2, merepek, pot pet, blablabla n pape jek laaa mulai dari sini. sekian. that's all. =))